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mid jan - mid Feb happenings

2012-02-18T23:06:00.023+08:00

the month of the leap year is here again! (or the leap year of the month??)

time pass soooo fast, London olympics is coming asap as well. wth.. last time when ended the beijing olympics i was like huh.. 4 yrs later.. still very long. but its here already!

shall try to update according to the pics i have in my phone~

No dates...cause i dont remember, lol. first up, just some pics from thailand trip w twins.

love this pic! was having good hair day. and her friend thought im her in the pic. LOL. twins?!

but we dont really look that similar in this pic? haha.

quoting from her blog:

♥ twins ♥
Blissful for somebody who never left me these 9 years & still counting.
P.s we have bad temper
7 basic facts about us
1) we love bright hair colours
2) don't step on our toe else meet your doom
3) we are sensitive to bullshit
4) we communicate in pretty much in english & hokkien
5) our make up is pretty much the same
6) we cannot live w.o chili in our meals that explain our short-temperness

7) we normally feel the same way towards the same things/situation

haha! i really like no. 2, 4, 6.... aiya actually i like all! lol. cause all of them really makes sense! i think if we are together, we really got no image at all. we can speak vulgar, kiao ka, speak in hokkien (best, LOL), and gossip until very bitchy like nobody cares. so imagine im with her and a person i like, confirm no image. HAAHA. BUT. its the closest friends that speaks the most vulgar language!? AGREE!!? this is how close friends are, and of course the vulgar makes our language more interesting. HAHAHA! when im in office, sometimes i accidentally splurt some knn or cheeb something.. some of the guys think im very chor lor. :( WADEVA!! IM just being me! i dont like to act like some xiao jie and act gentle, walao damn torturing please.

Anyway, really miss the bkk trip when i look back at the photos!! LOL, we really shopping nonstop. hahaha. fking gain weight lar pls. really looking forward to taiwan trip w twins in aug!! Hope will come true!

Excited when we saw Cath Kidston boutique! lol.

this pic so cute~ LOL! lika bhb. our face and the way we speak does not match at all. LOL.

see why we r twins. lol. this is purely coincidental.

super niceeeeee and its from restaurant like ippudo standard. yet only cost $4-$5 there!!

best duck noodle eva!

& Da best coconut ice cream that comes in coconut shell, comes with coconut flesh and coconut juice!!! so coconutty!! LOL

Next up, if not i will keep posting bkk pics nonstop!

CNY period: Food for thought with yeeeeee~ we walk a longgg way before we found the place, wth.

both of us orded full works! Major yumz! and portion quite large. $18 for this, but worth it!

shopping after that.

Went to her house the next day, because too boring and my house very 'happening', didnt feel like staying at home!!!! played kinect and look like some fking retard. lol.

had this for lunch and then had it again before i went home. lol.

in her pinky room~ we watched human centipede. fucking sick and gross concept!

company's 开工酒 at vienna international seafood restaurant.

okay, not really 酒 since there's no alcohol involved, but that's what everyone call it. LOL.

my boss say he should pay kids price for me because i eat very little? LOL, i was effing full already because ate quite alot of salmon sashimi and smoked salmon! dno y alot of ppl hate smoked salmon, but i think its damn nice!

i took these and they all thought is alcohol. hahahaah.... just random juices.

First time trying this!!! yes its very fresh, but not to my liking though cause its toooo big lol. i ate it with tobasco and lemon. i think my ladyboss ate around 10 of it! when they came out my colleagues keep taking for her. they only take out 5 at a time. LOL.

random shopping hauls, outfit pics and manicure pics!

contemplating to buy this jeans!

and frm these pics... you can tell i dont really like to make my bed. HAHAHAH!

new blusher/bronzer.

the amount of workload that was stressing me previously! i stay over till 8-9pm for 2 weeks! but that involves OT and freelance. lol.

Won a Kate moss hamper from Cleo! there's still a clutch but my sis used it and didnt return me!! zz

while everyone's cny is over. my office one lasted till feb! LOL. because jenny keep bringing super yummy homemade cny goodies to office!! this fried crabstick is effing awesome and 3 of us ask her to made a tub for us. and she did take money from us!!!! she say nvm!!! walao. sibeh nice. 8-)

Then Zy's bday on 4 feb. ok actually abit bad, cause she ask us out instead of the other way round. haha. well okay anyway.. had a mini celebration for her. at least she didnt know there was cake and present! haha. watched Chronicle and it absolutely sucks. but had a great catchup w them + daphne also!

and she treated us to brotzeit, return her money she say no need lor.

current fave camwhore pics. hiakhiakhiak

Steamboat with jingjing, san, jenny. because the last time we treat jingjing to din tai fung and our bills came up to 88, and date was 18. cny period so we decided to bet on 1888 and we won! a pity it was only 180+ bucks cause we bought ibet. hahaha. better than nothing. edgar took his share cause he is broke, so the rest of us feast, and treat jingjing to steamboat and ah chew desserts! but this time we bought quite alot of numbers but didnt win. lol. i forgot what i said and san choke onto his wanton because he laugh out loud. HAHAHA im sucha pro. then after that i think of it and merely smiled a little, he choke again. lol.

disgusting thing that san likes. Ew.

We use the remaining prize money to eat 511 mee sua and tao hueyyy~~~ satisfied. hahaah.

Company ktv day. lol. actually it was an advance bday celebration for my ladyboss. prob is it is 2 days earlier.... haha abit pointless to me. she cut the cakes on 9/2, 10/2 and 11/2. but her actual bday is 11/2. HAHA. she is so sick of receiving cakes. but that day was quite fun. haha.

i OT until 9plus i actually didnt want to go!! when my boss ask me. and i think i couldnt finish my work plus i will be tired the next day.. so i say im not going. then some of the guys stayed and play dota while i OT. when they're leaving, bert keep physco me to go! firstly im not much of a ktv/pub person. dont really fancy noisy places, and i just think its adults drinking session (yes im also adult, but i feel like a child ok? lol), so i didnt wanted to go at first. then i think aye arbo go.. since i go home i will be facing my macbook agn and feeling v bored. so in the end i went. hahah. PLUS spenser say he is treating because he just collected around 2k commission i think. was with edgar, san, spenser and bert. and san is the only non smoker there. so the 3 of them went up first when i thought they wanted to smoke! then i went up w san, and they saw me appeared and was really shock (cause i didnt want to go before that). they think i came cause of san. tsktsk. i did not!

This one, nicer than aston!!

I just kept drinking while playing with the dice etc. lol. i only had around 4-6 cups? and then i begin to feel giddy. its like how they inject the anesthetic into you before operation. You just seriously feel like knocking out and KO. that's how i feel! i keep lying everywhere on the sofa and on the table. seriously unglam dafuq. but i couldnt care more... i even slide of the sofa wtf. lol, then jenny begin to feel giddy also. but after that they still went to eat!! at around 3-4 plus am. i went home w san, spenser and edgar. they drop me off at my place first before going to stay at backpacker hostel. hahah. The next day everyone keep asking me are u awake. and say took pics of me and san tgt. Alex insist that i held his hands when we were crossing road, but i remember clearly we didnt. he say his wife saw and his wife didnt drink at all that night. dafuq right? and when i was abit giddy all of them force me and san to confess whether we are together or not. they analyse us according to our daily behavior etc. and even tell us to SWEAR. yea wtf rite. when we said i swear, they still ask SWEAR WHAT. after swearing they dont believe...dafuq...LOL.

Last week i guess? went kbox w my sister!! LOL. we super sampat lar. especially singing superbass! because very high. took the buffet package and we keep on sweep all the salmon to our plates. hahaah. and the chinese corn soup is da bomb. had bout 5 bowls in total. lol. i didnt really care bout my sis and sang till very enthu. HAHAHA.

horoscope from iphone app. it is effing accurate ttm!

i guess im more of a taurus than aries though im sort of a mixture of both...

bought this cute lipbalm from gmarket for yee and myself!

and my commercial id works

Today! badminton on a rainy day. not bad! 2 hours session and sweat buckets. been so long since i sweat, feeling very shiok! and we booked another session already! but 1march it is.. haha, all fully booked. sianz... Edgar keep smacking just now! so irritating lar, he smack until like he sees his ultra mega enemy infront of him. and 1 time the shuttlecock hit my knee! tsk..

during the game...me missing the shuttlecock.

me: 来不及

San: *sings* 我还来不及, 我要抱着你~. 你要抱我啊? 我会很害羞勒.

Everyone: laugh out..

& he was laughing too hard he swing his racket to another side of the court where other ppl are playing. This time i really laugh out loud. HAHAHHAHA!

After the badminton session san and jenny bathed in the office. of course not tgt... haahah. see how we treat our office like home already...... wtf. lol. had lunch at the indian coffee shop w all of them. i ordered the roti john which took billion years to come. was super hungry before that but no appetite after it came. gave some to each of them so i can finish. lol. we keep trying to recall what he laugh at until he swing his racket jus now while eating. finally we rmb we LOL again. lol. jenny also flew her racket away. hahaha. & we played the video of the model falling dwn agn. just to entertain ourself. lol. since office internet quite smooth and theres air con, jenny n i watch running man until 8 and left office. hahaah. tadah.. that's my saturday.

Alright, thatssss alll.

new beginning

2012-01-27T03:06:00.003+08:00

I take back part of my words from my prev post. LOL. i was wrong. even though i have no idea why out of a suddenly my boss became so generous giving $100 ang bao and hampers to all of us. and another someone told me he is lending money from supplier. dk who to believe. all i know is for now, i am so lazy and not motivated at all to find a new job. i guess i'll just stay put with my daily-20-mins-walk (which i treat as a daily exercise) job. i just hope that i can do better until the next pay raise, even though idk whether the day would be coming.

Every time during work, rayz and me would chat randomly. and i've come to realize many things he told me, which is true. sometimes, when u think another way, things would be different. i must say he has definitely teach me alot of things about life. (: we even talked about business stuffs. and i realize the root of the problem that lies in my prev bs. well, since i have given it up, and there's no turning back, i have learnt my lesson and i shall move on. Its really not easy to do partnership. everything needs to compromise. i guess its similar to a r/s. It is also absolutely hard to find someone who has similar thinkings with you. indeed true good friends are very hard to comeby. i cherish the closest people whom i still, at least make effort to contact after graduation because i do not hv much friends. esp twins! may the 9 yrs of friendship become 19, 29, 39 and so on! i knw not everyone have time for me, but pls dont lose contact w each other. no matter who you are :)

i have tried my best to let go and be more open minded and to be less calculative. but well.... i am still trying my best. but this is who i am. Be carefree, and i will be happier w my life! yes, i need to care lesser, bother lesser.

Even though rayz ask me about partnership stuffs, but well.. once bitten twice shy.. i guess its not the time yet. moreover me being superstitious, this year isnt a good year for the zodiac horse to invest in business. maybe i shall save up first?

Told yee bout my probs today, and also i spill out the stuffs thats bothering me to ssa. I cannot stand it, sigh. i need a listening ear in my life. im glad you guys hear me out as i rant. :) with all this quarrels etc, i wonder if 2012 would be a good year ahead. sighhhhh. sometimes i just wondered if i really think too much??

and i have decided. to work hard and save as much as i can while i am still young. earn my 1st $10k, etc. so that i dont need to depend on anyone.

awaiting my life-changing moment.. i shall work hard for it!

less whining/complains in life would make you realize life is actually not that bad!

看开点！:D

lazy to blog abt my bkk trip w ssa. zz

2011

2011-12-30T23:18:00.005+08:00

2011 has been an okay year for me i guess.

some new people came into my life, some old people left my life.

the 1st quarter of 2011 was when we all just completed our fyp.

didnt actually see myself completing nafa within 3 years and graduate successfully! LOL

Then very soon got a job during june. and been working up till now. Though nothing much to summarize about. i must say that my colleagues, most of them are really nice people. esp those like edison and san. they r the nicest, most polite and well mannered people i ever seen. They say TQ and sorry over the slightest thing. although i really feel there isnt a need lah! Why so nice one!!! cannnot stand it. And some other ppl like eddie. even though he always bully me but this is his way of being nice. hahaha. he always pat my head when he want to ask me to do something, like ask me to be good and do! if not he will sometimes rest his hand on my head!! walao, his hand really very heavy. but sometime he really v irritating. i cannot stand it also. hahaha. bert is also v nice, but some stuffs happened. hais. wonder why he's a changed man. though i haven seen him for so long. recently saw him again, glad he's back to himself. but not sure if he'll still be around next yr.

This year had taught me that the industry is not as nice as you taught. people might change or say different things when towards different person, its up to urself to believe it or not.

i think one of my new year resolution is that i need to be smarter. wtffml.

and i hope i can find a better job with a MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER BOSS. + of course nice colleagues plsssss. not sure when that's gonna happen. x_x

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Yesterday was totally kind of shock when boss said we have to move to 387. was really sad at the moment cause we cant bear to leave 19! the place is where i started working!! all the shitty sucky and fun memories all there leh. Well of course no choice what. went over to 387, the saddest thing is i have to walk really far from my home. very near to 112 katong.

After moving allllll the barang barangs to 387, edison suddenly ask if i wanna join him and san for dinner, since my mom's away and there's no dinner at home.. why not! jenny joined us and we went to 112 and found out for fragrant pot! so i suggested to them muahahaa. while we were picking out food, san drop this luncheon meat on the floor, normally if its yee and me we will just ignore that pc. but he pick up and ask the person to wash for him! walao! Then i cannot finish my rice and he say give him! walao! he rly very er whats that word called???? wont-any-how-waste-food. LOL. omg and the both of them are reallly lame! keep telling lame jokes. ok, all of us are lame. we keep make each other seh. then laugh then seh. and whenever we talk about something, another person will start singing a song that contain the words in that sentence we spoke. And this goes on and on for the rest of the night! hahaha bth. and edison really v kind, initiated to treat us waffles, for nothing. mayb one day i need to treat them bck also. haha, they always treat as and when and when you pay them bck for your food they always dont take full amount! where got people like that one! we were in office till around 1130. haha wtf, watching tv and doing lame stuffs. super worn out.

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And then i did another stupid thing tday. draw someone's freelance during working hour. and its not signed. dafuq. Stupid. and i didnt check. hais, i know its my fault, so i dont blame my boss for saying me, but he's nice to let me knw and ask me to be more careful nxt time instead of scolding me. i need gain IQ and EQ. im really v straight forward and my thinking is also very straight. i would never thought that people will do any harm to me if the person have the intention to. =.= anyway, lucky bcuz i have nothing to do so it still ok that im drawing the freelance. zzz afterall paper cannot wrap fire! so decided to stop drawing for the stupid person. zz. mmm... at least i still have 140?

in anyway

hope 2012 will be a much better year!

less drama (k, not that i have alot), better friendships, lovelife pls ((♥_♥) yes, im nt gna deny that i dont yearn for it alright! :p), more success in work, more health and more blessed!

xoxo

#work

2011-12-28T22:02:00.006+08:00

seriously dont know what my boss thinking. i or rather all of us think its not the right way to manage a company like this. i feel that there's too much to say even though its impossible to let him know. -.- but im still gonna list out every wrong thing he did! pardon my singlish and wierd sentence combinations.

From the day i started working in this company i realize there are too many things which are unfair, being treated wrongly, etc.

Firstly, he is being too calculative. Everyone can tell. example one, we have to work on xmas eve. Seriously.. ? duty person have to stay till 8 at night. and they have a compulsory chalet on that night? ok, firstly even though the chalet is not plan by my boss. but at least make everyone happy on xmas eve right? im sure we would enjoy ourselves more and will be ever more willing to work on the following working day if we didnt had to drain our energy for work in the morning. -.- and im saying this in a reasonable point of view.

even suppliers say he is very calculative. and i am speaking the truth! not even bad mouthing. i just dont know why he dont know how to think ????

when i take 1/2 day leave he doesnt let me have my lunch! seriously wth.

secondly he keep telling them everything we do/ he decide is to the benefit of the company. but he did not think about his staffs. if the people who work for him is unhappy, how can we be willing to work for his company? aint i right? You dont give your staff benefit, you eat them, eat their time and money, make use of them, squeeze them dry. Your staffs complain whole day. This is how you manage your company? You think will last long meh?

asking designer to clean/ wipe glass doors. sweep etc. asking admin to also do cleaning. asking admin to drop cheque DURING her lunch time, or AFTER WORKING HOURS, aka her own personal time. ask admin to make coffee, etc. ask ppl to pass you your cigs, lighter, or worse TISSUE PAPER, when you are sitting outside office. erm, i know boss very big, but i didnt know boss can ask staff to do every little minor staff which im sure even a handicap will take tissue themselves. This one seriously abit too much dont you think? You can specially stand up from your seat to press the door bell and ask ppl inside to pass you thing, yet you cant be bothered to walk in by yourself to collect your staff, which can be done in less than 30secs. may i ask, is your time too precious to waste or what? Then dont smoke lar. walao

thirdly, he is FOREVER changing the system/ rules of the office. F O R E V E R. today say one thing, tomorrow say another thing. and there is never a fix rule or whatever. that's why the company is so unstable. people always say you get your karma when you do bad things. firstly his company got robbed, 2ndly recently one of colleagues swollowed $17k of company's fund and ended up in police station. hmm is this his karma? i wonder. even most of us in our 20s, we know that his company is unstable yet he open a 2nd one. yeap, when it finally open of course happy. but after that? you hire so many staff. and some of them arent really putting in effort, partly because no one have time to teach them propoerly. Who's to blame? yourself. you hire staff you dont train them, then now you want to sack people. you thought you playing games ah? and if everyone work a few months have the intention to quit, he rly need to do some reflection. because if he keep hiring new staff, then his company is forever new, and never gonna be an experienced company w experienced staffs, now even the experienced one are leaving... keep changing like that. me being a taurus person hate changes the most. when he ask both admin to go to the 2nd branch, he ask me to sit at the admin seat and pick up calls while i draw my staff. you serious or not. even though i complain so much unfairness, but i still do everything i need to do. worse thing of all, the pay is peanuts. most people raise pay for a minimum of $200. but mine only $100. kns.

+ all the employee benefits are lower than the standard !!! extremely unfair. no mc leave cannot claim ehat hospital leave i still must fight for my rights ownself call to MOM and ask, then what sick leave still must after 1 year then can take, annual leave only 7 days and also only 1yr later than can take! ni ye tai mei you liang xin le ba??

If last time you work for others you feel like shit, then all the more you shld make you staffs feel less shitty so that your working environment is happy and everyone is happy, and enjoy working and push more sales right!!! am i wrong to say that or not!

And another thing i hate the most is he keep changing all his working pattern blablabla, forget it. he doesnt inform us!!!!! bloody hate that. 1st thing tell me im moving to the other branch. nxt time im sitting there like a stone and he didnt tell me anything???? can i just say fucker??

not sure if its my fate to meet unkind bosses all the time. just my luck.

& recently there are a few ppl who keep coming in to see the office, we all think they are going to rent it away or something, because if they closed the 2nd branch one, ppl will think wa only open a few month then close, so he have to close the first one. but all of us think the 1st one is better!

he can be a nice father, a nice person when not at work, but never a nice boss when it comes to work.

一点人道都没有。。亏我还待了半年，忍了半年，把3dmax忘记，我看花红也不用盼望了啦！

只想说，这种待人的方式是不对的。。你不改。。迟早吃亏的是你自己。希望你的孩子脾性格不要跟你一样。。。＝—＝“”“

merry xmas

2011-12-27T00:30:00.010+08:00

As usual i do not have crazy wild parties or whatsoever gathering when it comes to any festive season.

22 december

This year, had xmas gift exchange with my bbgs over dinner at chong qing grill fish! our favourite~ got them the vinyl wall stickers, some masks and choc/tea because i run out of idea of what to buy. haha. glad they like it! & as usual i complain bout my work stuff.

24 december

Then it was the company chalet hahaha, went since i do not have program, plus its a compulsory. but it was stupid. initially plan to stay over since i dont want to spend money on cab fares. then im thinking.. it would be inconvenient to sleep w guys, bath bcuz no hair dryer, shampoo etc etc. so im actually planning to share cab home w jing. but still, bring my clothes w me just in case. yea funny thing is i pack my clothes and all but did not bring shampoo and body bath. LOL.

And oh, most shops were closed on that day, yet we still have to work. buey tahan. worse thing is duty person even have to stay till 8. seriously, you think who will walk into a interior company on xmas eve to talk about renovation ? -.- & since we all wait for san to finish his duty, we stayed in office till 9!! they were all playing dota. and i was watching RM. LOL. damn bored, totally want to fall asleep already. Then we started watching some thai horror movie because they want to wait for eddie to come. Eddie was super late, end up we all head to pasir ris ourselves by Edgar's car. haha his car was quite small, but we squeeze 7 ppl inside. HAHAHHA! its actually illegal! LOL. ice sat on san's lap, super awkard image. LOL. and im the only local there, but i dont know how to go pasir ris. HAHAHAH! yes, that's why i dont have plans on getting license.

Finally reach there. i did not really eat much!! not worth it to pay. only had 2 stingrays, 2 wings and a cup of corn. and im not even hungry for the whole night till sun. janice keep trying to make the atmosphere high, but no one was really high. this malay fam beside us is really unfriendly, we were sitting at the so called bench area and she kp us and say her food is there and our bums are all facing her food. wtf. we are not even violating her space and she say we use her space. spoil mood. xmas eve still want to like that. then we ignore. turn out we become friend friend with the group nxt nxt to us. haha cuz they were dancing and blasting music. then we all count down tgt. one of the malay keep dancing slutty. and they keep trying to pull everyone in. then ice started shuffling. hahaha. i just stand there and see.. cuz its so awkard to dance.. LOL. then they treat all of us some tequila shots, wakao, super strong. i didnt drink it. Then started gambling! wahahaha. won a few dollars from my boss, not bad ah. hahaha.

The gift exchange was totally funny. san tell us to help him buy number lock since it's useful for most of them. then when everyone touch that they know its number lock! everyone laugh like shit. but the person who got it was jennifer's daughter. and he feeling so paiseh about it he exchange with her and got his own number lock back! hahaha he actually got my boss's gift, and its wine! LOL. too nice. i got myself towel set from jenny! not badddd, and edison got my gift, which is also the vinyl wall sticker.. not sure if he will use it. hahaha. Rayz was not present and i help him to pick his prize. got him white wine from edison! he's gonna love it. LOL.

They keep daring spenser to dance im sexy and i know it with his spongebob boxer. and he say if they take out he really dare to dance. but when san take out he dont dare to even put it on!! haha stupid still talk so much. Then my boss dare him and say if u dance i also dance. so he start his wiggle wiggle wiggle (lmao!) and my boss also really dance. hAHAHAHAH. seriously joke, laugh until my mouth numb!

Initially wanted to watch midnight movie! but it was alrd 1+am.. so we didnt went. And that was when i already had no intention of going home since we are playing poker cards. loser drinks carlsberg. so bitter, i cannot stand it. i lose a few times! and then continue watching horror movie in the chalet w lights off. haha stupid the movie not scary one, and i kept dozing off. we went to the seaside after that ard 4+ ... suppppper windy and cold, and im alrd starting to feel sick at that moment! but the beach was totally spoiler. alot of algae seaweed. yuck. & hahaha i did not bath.. though i remove my makeup when we were about to sleep.. slept for 2 hours and wake up.. the first thing i did was to put on make up when i wake up. yes... dont know how i live the rest of my life with this super low self esteem. ha...ha...ha... maybe when i care less about my image... its damn torture when you care too much about how you look and how others think of you when they see you!

When my boss was leaving he keep ask me if im staying over..i say im not sure.. and he point at san and say ni si ding liao~.. then today san told me nic (my boss) ask him if he did stay over. he say yes and my boss say we have something going on. And today i receive a ridiculous msg frm spenser saying my secret caught by someone. i ask him what and he say someone say i pat tor w san, keep bugging me if its real. i ignored him and he assumed its real. Super irritating. haha, firstly they only di siao us trying to make it like he interested in me. now, things got worse, they all say we are together! LOL nice one.

Group pics. from left clockwise: Eddie (my shifu who is forever disturbing me and always di siao me), my boss, Alex, stupid spenser, san, edgar, ice, edmond, jenny, janice, jennifer (so many J lol), susan (ladyboss), myself and jingjing w eyes closed, so retook many times cause she keep closing her eyes! LOL.

and my boss insisting a twist on my head!

fail shots jing jing keep closing her eyes. i look retarded w my mouth open -.- Eddie was sick.. so he look totally chui.

and then i was block. LOL.

when we finally took a pic when everyone is ok. they say because every successful man have a successful woman behind them.. hahahah what logic ?!

reach home on sun at ard 10+ and knock out all the way till 8pm. continue sleeping and today wake up feeling headache and feverish. hope i can work tmr!

some random stuffs about me (which i suddenly feel like writing down).

#1 i can never tell lies. because i feel fake when i do that!

#2 sometimes i speak really exeggerated and abit vulgar is not becuz im rude, its just me trying to make ppl around me laugh. lol.

#3 I am really noisy and gossipy when im around w close friends (who are gossipy as well), if not im really quiet becuz most of the time idk what to talk about!

#4 I do not know how to please people, i cant force myself to do it either, because again, i feel fake, if i force myself to do it.

#5 I think alot. excessively. to an uncontrollable extend, and i hate it. because it gives me fears if the thing i think of really happen, i keep asking myself how will i react.

#6 my hair gets oily if i did not bath for too long!! i hateeee it...... is there anyway to cure it? its totally disgusting. and makes me look like shit!

#7 i always look like shit when others take picture of me. i can only tk nice pics when i camwhore. haha. seriously... what logic.

#8 i cant smile w my teeth. look like shit!

ok.. thats all i can think of for now.

month of dec

2011-12-10T00:36:00.005+08:00

Just came back from a 4D3N cruise trip w my family on 5dec.

on that day went to this ny skin solution after i came back sg. super coincidental, bump into san in the mrt! Talking about this ny skin which i have been whining on twitter alot.

They are super W.T.F i decline and decline a zillion time on topping up money/ buying their products or treatments. but they physco you so much like they are gonna eat you up! No Joke. For 1 moment they say my skin is not bad, just congested, the next moment when i declined them, they say my skin is so jialat already why i dont want to cure? I say $1k is expensive for me, $321 is expensive for me, $60 is expensive for me, but they keep asking you to place a deposit blablabla. and i told them i want to discuss with my mom, they say, why dont you ask your mom to come down now. R U SERIOUS?! You thought my mom superwoman ah? crazy bitch. i say i was in a rush and they dont let me go, and kind of use a very harsh tone to speak to me when i reject Everything. Hey F up service, even if its free i wont go back seriously? And i say i will call them back, they demanded a timing from me asking me what time i will call back. U serious?? obviously no matter what you do as long as i leave your stupid shop im not gonna enter back. so what if you call me GP (gian peng). By all means. customer have the rights to try before choosing. Your service sucks and no matter how good your treatment is, you still sucks. Rude service and bad attitude. non stop physco customer, and treatening tone. KNS. called me back the nxt day and i pretend my i cant hear anything and hang up HAHAHA.

So many changes with work. and i am kinda sick of it. No idea when i will be s.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y quitting. because i mentioned it for a zillion time, and in the blink of an eye, half a year have past!

At first Jing left me, but tomorrow she will be back fo good! not that good... actually.. due to something else. but good for a great colleague and companion. Yayyyy. im so happy. These 3 days when im alone in the office... i was so dreading to see the time strikes 1pm aka lunch time. Eating alone is nothing. but eating with people everyday, and then all of sudden you have to eat alone, it sucks!

1st day i ate alone. ta bao back to office, super poor thing. 2nd day, San was in office, luckily... if not will be tabao agn! and jing and jenny walk over to join us also. Yay i escape loneliness. and today i seriously went to eat alone alr. becuz the edison go and tabao food for himself! i think he needs to leave aft that. Was alone at the coffeeshop by myself about to start eating and san msg me and came to join me. i cant be happy enough. edison saw us when he was at busstop, and eddie saw us eating tgt. they all give the stupid cheeky look at us becuz eddie keep spreading rumours about us. w.t.f. Yes everyone keep putting the 2 of us tgt for no apparent reason and tease us whenever there is an opportunity. omg. seriously.... that day alex was chatting w me about this supplier call samuel and i merely asked about his age and they kept teasing me as if im interested in him and my boss seriously thought i know samuel when i only know his face and name. -.-

My mood has been going up and down these few days. zzzz contradicting. but i guess i'll probably tolerate till feb???? or until ....

and there's a upcoming stupid retarded most disgusting ever comp. chalet. WTF. firstly, its not sponsored, secondly pay yourself, thirdly have to buy a present of min. $10, fourthly have to go to work somemore, fifthly attendance compulsory on the 24th, 6thly no meal provided on the 23th, 7thly bbq money not counted, i suppose we nid to chip in money separately. can anyone tell me what the fuckery is this. -.-

HA HA HA.

joke.

2012 is cominggg. i cant believe how fast time is passing. and christmas and cny will be here anytime soon! gonna turn 22 soon. Yes... im starting to scared of aging already and hate bday celebrations.... when i was 16 i cant wait to be 18, and when i was 18, i cant what to be 21. But now, omg... can i stay forever 21? 22 seriously sounds kind of old and mature for me. i feel like my mental age is 18 but my body age is 25. omg. fail much. :/

im kinda worried that the thing i ordered for my bbgs xmas gift xchange will not be here on time!!! hope it will b here before 25th! *fingers crossed*

[ad] Mentholatum Mogitate Kajitsu

2011-11-30T22:14:00.008+08:00

Im sure everyone have heard of metholatum already!

Just got this lipbalm from TheSampleStore!

Mojitate Kajitsu. Mojitate means Fresh while Kajitsu means Fruits. Yes, its the fresh fruits series. they have 5 different flavours to choose from!

Strawberry, Grape and berry, Orange and Mango, White peach and Lime!

They are made from REAL NATURAL FRUIT JUICE & HONEY!

They smell so great i feel like licking my own lips!!!!!!! My favourite has gotta be the White peach and Grape& berry, followed by Lime!

Sparkly Packaging.

Check out the ingredient! containts Squalane which helps reduce wrinkle, Grape seed oil which helps repair skin, Vitamin A & E which are antioxidants that help slow down lip aging. & yes, not we not only want healthy and flawless skin, we also need smooth and supple lips which are kissable!

How to achieve soft soft supple lips like this!?

First moisture and protect your lips with the Mogitate Kajitsu lipbalm!

Then simply apply your favourite lipgloss or lipstick for the perfect look!

& Time for camwhore!

XOXO!

Get them at any Watsons at only $5.90 each!

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Updates - oct/nov

2011-11-16T23:14:00.018+08:00

Woah, my last proper update was september! This happens when you work everyday !!! lazy to bloggggg !

Work has added a littttttttle fun ever since i came back from hospital and there are new staffs! ok, they are no longer new now. but yea, some are nice 'some' are irritating. haha. another one who like to talk as if they know everything when they actually dont. gross. shall not mention the un-fun part.

updating pictures... instagram has become part of my life! as well as mtxx, facecam. i hadly use my laptop to edit pics! wahahah iphone ilu!

AUGUST PIC, O M G.

me, no edits w my super bright hair. hahaha.

catchup with april and happy after so long! love long chats! :)

self baked cupcakes from some suppliers.

camwhore pics from instagram. i likeyy this picc.

i love this ring! but i didnt buy. :(

fast forward to October. my company's 2nd branch opening!

interior of the office:

GOT POOL!

only o.k pic w jingjing! lol.

we took too much food, in the end we gotta play 007 and loser have to eat the food. and i lose twice!! @#%^#

no edits. hiakhiak.

Dinner at balithai w my parents at Nex.

Then came DF's halloween shoot. had lotsa fun! LOL.

Oct 26. meetup w ssa. curled my hair hiakhiak, so took some pics.

in the cinema! caught In Time! niceeee i rate it 4/5.

Then it was toooo cold. we head over to starbucks for a hot drink and chat till no more mrt wth.

Us in H&M, LOL totally snowy feel.

when i received my lovebonito dress. HAHAHA. if i grow fatter i cannot wear alr! :X

More instagram camwhore pics.

oct 28, dinner w jingjing ever since she moved over to the new branch. we had a longggg chat!

oct 29, meetup w yee, irvan samuel. for PA3 which i got scared as usual + additional scares from stupid samuel. but had lotsa fun w kinect at playnation. LOL.

my sis's f&n lesson, bake maracons!!!!

Nov 3, my lil sister's bday.

Nov 5, flea market w ssa and apple. our booth is da best! HAHAHAHA. lotsa fun!

Caught Youre the apple of my eye w my sister. Awwwww, i mad love this movieeeeee though it made me tear nonstop. cant control!!! i wna watch agn w twinssss!

Green tea latte!

LOL, mustard looking like some ribbon.

Msia with Yee, bought many rubbish back home.

me face so fat!

want this top!! msia cotton on is so much nicer than sg one? sg always same old item, but msia one got many cute and pretty tops!! walao i wannnnnn!!

attempting to take a pic while on this pretty swing chair at marybrown(?) LOL.

cute potion tint from tony moly.

all the rubbish i got.

i like the lace pattern one ! omg. super cheap. roughly $8 SGD per pair!

currently super in love w my coral nail polish! from baviphat or smth. endossed by hongki!

and my new almost black hair... kinda fade a little at the top! but the front still look quite dark

all my skincare and japalang stuffs. LOL. new hada labo from TSS (Advertorial at prev post).

xoxo, update more next time!

A little changes.....

Ad - Hada Labo

2011-11-16T22:34:00.007+08:00

Anyone hasnt heard of Hada Labo yet???

I dont think so right!

I have been using Hada Labo's hyadrating lotion and AHA/BHA exfoliating face wash for quite some time already! They are all very good, Gotta love Hada Labo!

Anyway, Hada labo has launch a new series of product if you have not realized. Its a whole series of red hot products!

Introducing Hada Labo's latest lifing and firming range! This range stays true to its PERFECT X SIMPLE brand philosophy, using only the finest and purest ingredients without unnecessary additives, colorant alcohol, fragrances and mineral oils.

The products that i received was the Hada Labo Retinol Lifting and firming lotion.

170ml, $25.90

This toner evens skin texture with Retinol vitamin A that reduces fine lines and wrinkles, collagen that improves skin elasticity for firmer and more lift in your skin, and super hyaluronic acid that instantly locks in moisture for intense hydration!

The using direction of this is the same as the hydrating lotion. Except the lotion is thicker unlike the hydrating one! Simply use twice a day after cleansed face! my skin improves elasticity after using!

And the rest of the products from the lifting and firming range:

Lifting and firming mask. 4 sheets, $23.90

Lifting and Firming Essence. 30g, $34.90.

Lifting and Firming Cream. 50g, $28.90

Lifting and firming milk. 140ml, $25.90.

Hada Labo products are not expensive at all and suitable for anyone to use! it is easily available at any Watsons near you!

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Thanks to TheSampleStore!

[AD] Amethystory

2011-10-13T23:47:00.010+08:00

Say yay to brand new skincare!!

Have you heard of Amethystory?

Its a new skincare brand endorsed by the pretty 王心如 (The girl who acted as 'shanshan' in the channel 8 9pm blockbuster: Ah Di)！pretty isnt she!

Back to main topic, Amethyst is actually a semi precious gemstone, a violet variety of quartz used in jewelry. This unique violet colour is believed to be a natural tranquilizer for intoxication, relieving stress, soothing irritation, balancing mood, etc.

I have 3 products from Amethystory to share with you guys!! was so excited when the Ta-Q-bin service arrived at my house!

1st up, Mineral Bubble Face Wash (160ml, $16.90) !

I quite like the bubble face wash! love how it dispenses easily by just pressing the nozzle instead of all the turning of caps. the foam felt creamy upon washing! after rinsing off with water, my face doesnt felt too dry, and felt quite smooth after 1 application! i also felt that my skin is whiten upon 1 application. Would continue using it!!

2ndly, Mineral Aqua Whitening Enhancer (150ml, $19.90) !

(click to enlarge)

The Mineral Aqua Whitening Enhancer comes with hyaluronic acid to lock in moisture and Tranexamic acid for Ultimate whitening!

Ingredients and usage:

Amethyst - Enhances skin rejuvenation for smoother and supple skin.

Tranexamic acid - Fight dark spots and lighten complexion completely, even complexion

Hyaluronic acid - provide intense hydration and retains water in your skin.

Directions:

Pour a few drops on your hand and pat your face until fully absorb. This is to be used after your usual cleansing routine. It has a veryyyy mild scent (imho) and is colourless! a few drops is enough to cover my whole face and its easily absorbed as well, this bottle sure can last me very long!

Last but not least, the STAR PRODUCT!

Mineral Aqua Gel (150ml, $24.90)

Simply love this product!! Its multi usage, can be applied on both face and body! Especially arms, legs, back, neck, elbow, and not forgetting the face. It efficiently removes cornified dead skin, leaving new radiant skin.

First i tried it on my hand, within a few seconds of gentle rubbing, white flakes start to appear. Next I proceed to trying on my face! This is quite similar to Cure. But the difference is, this has a more watery texture! That's not all... As expected, large amount of white flakes appear, and as i was washing off, i find it really wierd that my face doesnt feel clean. It has sort of an oily feeling on my face. but i did not care and dry my face with a towel, was shocked that my skin felt really supple and smooth, and almost instant whitening!

The ingredients include Amethyst, Hyaluronic acid, and bio enery fluid, which provides ample mineral and trace mineral elements to nourish skin sells and rejuvenate skin, also helps to balance oil secretion.

My fave out of the three!

Take a look at all the products from Amethstory. im so interested in the eye roller!

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Thanks to TheSampleStore.

my hospital experience

2011-09-26T01:45:00.009+08:00

been rotting at home for 2 weeks.

3rd week to come before i start work !

i was down with a terrible cramp on 9 sep when i wake up and prepare for work, but i couldnt leave my bed at all ! the pain lasted more then 12 hours. went clinic and their speed super slow, wtf. i totally bth my dad still got the mood to chat with the 'missy' wtffff.

the doctor no use at all. anyhow press my stomach. and keep asking me to confirm im not pregnant, have sex before or not etc. =.=

went to hospital only at night! and wth. even though i went to A&E but all you do is wait. my sis fren was so nice to specially drive us there! and even help to rush the docs and nurses there. try to drank some milo, after that i feel rly sour in my mouth.. and wth.. i rush to the toilet !!! waterfall infront of the doorstep. and totally can hear the people sitting at the waiting area go 'ohhhhhhh' when i puke evrything out! omg srsly. machiam they are watching a performance -.-

and yes, all the needles, tubes whatever are poke thru my ass, my pp my hands !! damn torture. and feel disgusted. 1st time taking my own urine sample!! wtf. damn torture also. admitted at night, and have to do operation due to some ovarian cyst. and this belong to the gynae area and i feel rly wierd cuz ppl might think im pregnant!! fffuuuuu.

when i was about to go for operation, my period came. double fffffuuuuuuu. then i cleaned up and told to lie on the operation bed. damn nervous ! keep trying to tell myself im just gonna go have a sleep. the operation room is rllyyy rlllllly collllld and im naked inside so im duper fking cold!! the doctor put some tube that exerts hot air into my blanket to make me feel warm ~ and need to keep using the oxygen mask. i waited quite long cuz the surgeon was late! inject sometime into the tube in my hand and then im unconcious.

when i wake up it was after 3-4 hours later ! and then i realize the scary part is not in the operation, is after that! because its very hard to move ard due to the wounds! T_T feel damn giddy and kept falling asleep. the nurse keep waking me up to pee! though i drank alot of water but i cant pee!! den they tell me if i still cant pee they have to insert the urinal tube into me again !! fuu i dont want that pain again, so i drank alot of water and made myself pee. LOL.

After most ppl knw im in hospital they all was so eager to come visit me! aww im so touched!! srsly, but i rejected cuz im really in a super shag situation where i have not bath or wash my hair for 3 days! okay, imagine that.. like im in a camp. wth. i finally bathed on the last day, also the day that i discharged.

and then...all i do is stay at home eating homecooked food for more then 2 weeks! i was dying to go out!

last wednesday 21sep, finally head out w agnes. just had dinner, buying snacks.

thursday 22sep, out w yee! watch Abduction !! taylor lautner is coool, cant believe he's 19! and i like the girl so much she's so beautiful! lily something? i forgot her name. haha. i srsly had some short term memory. we were heading to ion to eat Sho teppan (which i forgotten after mentioning it), when we reach ion, i was like eh eat what ah..(cause i cant eat certain food due to my wounds) then i said, eh eat the fishball soup at basement. she was like huh...... then i realized we were supposed to eat sho teppan !! wth. i have goldfish memory..

after that when all the stores are close, didnt feel like going home yet. went to ruyi at heeren since its 24hr ! woo, the dumplings is nice! i wanna go bck and eat again!! asked her to join instagram! haha and we started taking pictures of stuffs we bought, edit with cute apps and uploading it. hahaha.

pictures ~ its damn shiok !! tmr gonna eat it again with fion !

we bought the Burt's bees tinted lipbalm cause some bloggers say its good! love that its tinted, so you no need to apply any gloss or lipstick! $15 for 1, both of us got rose! we damn gian peng wanna get the free hand cream, so we paid together. and wth... it turn out rly sucky! smells like some herbs and mint ! when inside the cinema yee siao zha bor suddenly let me smell her hand, i thought she wanna let me smell the lipbalm scent so i smell real hard. and Wtf !! she let me smell the hand cream!

i chance upon it and ask her to see, and there.... she transform her phone into pink !

Damn nice! i wanna buy it agaaaaain ~~~ $6.50 a pack from candylicious!

nail deco, super cheap! $1.50 each.

okay ciao.

做人难，难做人

2011-09-05T02:24:00.003+08:00

如果说做人不要太计较。。那每个人不是为所欲为？
如果你太计较，别人会说你自私。
如果你不自私，别人觉得你好利用。
如果你利用别人，别人说你贱。
做坏人不行，做好人跟难。。

做人还真难。。。

心胸如何放大，如何跟有肚量。
如何看开一点，退一步海阔天空。。。

我的心真的好狭窄。。。融入不下任何东西。。
难以形容的痛。。只能把它哭出来

这么办？

我。到底为了什么那么伤心。
哭再久也没有用。。只有让眼睛跟肿而已。。
想试着不去想。。。但想容易。。做跟难。
真希望记忆能像电脑一样。把不要的都删除掉。

那人就快乐多了。烦恼少了。也不需要那么复杂了。

我就是那么多愁善感。常常想太多，把自己搞的太狼狈。
觉得自己太委屈。我真的累了。
想望好的方面想。。但我又如何办得到。

我不需任何人的关心或过问。
我只需要痛快的大哭一场，然后睡一觉。
明天起来。事情虽然不会改变
但我的心情至少有好那么一些些。

2011-09-05T01:26:00.007+08:00

No one can understand how i feel. how i really really feel.

All i can say is im not trying to be mean. i feel really upset, lonely, and angry with myself. i cannot control my tears when i type those msg. i don't know why i feel that way. its not my fault. and im sure of it.

all these conflicts with friends and family. i am sad and want to cry so badly. im not acting emo or whatsoever. i just dont have a space or friend to rant except here. i choose not to go to another site, because i choose to avoid what i know i will see. i choose to run away from the fact, so that i can be a little less upset, and a little less annoyed, less worried, and feeling heavy hearted.

nobody has any idea how heavy my heart is recently. i just cant stop the tears from flowing even if i do not want to. sometimes, social network can be such an ass. everyone of us ended up as keyboard warriors, simple because we human are weak and timid. avoiding everything we could.

its not the first time i have this feeling. i just feel like as invisible as nothing. no one truely bothers. i have fallen apart too many times. i told myself nvr to cry over it, because its not worth it, i told myself to be meaner. and more hard hearted. but each time i just break down even more. yes, im the kind of person, selfish, mean, i dont give a damn about how people think or see me. im self centered. but yet, i yearn for some attention. i know, i dont deserve it. im not that nice towards each and everyone. i hate people easily. i get pissed off easily, i have bad temper and i shoot vulgarities like i change my clothes everyday. but this is the way i am, i cant change. how to be a better person? be a better person that everyone likes ? i dont

know.

maybe this is my life, my fate, my luck. because this is who i am.

how i wish i am away from this stressful country rite now, breaking free from everything. im just so sick of this life.

sometimes i qn myself. y do i always feel that im all alone ? is there a problem with me and my thoughts, or maybe.. im really all alone ?

IF i die young

2011-09-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

Now i know, even if i die today.

it wouldnt make any big nor small difference in anyway.

its just.. its not important even if i dont exist.

perish me forever.

Instagram ♥

2011-08-19T23:38:00.005+08:00

Been an active user of instagram lately !

Pics from my Instagram:

Peace out.

♥

Life goes on

2011-08-19T21:53:00.007+08:00

Been a month since i last update and i have already lost the mood to blog constantly !

so hard to catch up with blogging ! i used to blog like every day? LOL. and even type in details of what happens in school. Lmao.

been working for almost 3 month alrd. cant exactly say time pass fast or slow. actually i think its quite slow. hoping it will fast forward to dec. then i can go to cruise !

i need all the time in the world. everyday work from 10-7. when i reached home, eat my dinner and watch tv show etc, rest abit, its already midnight. and i always try to sleep before 2. if i slp at 2 im like a zombie the next day. hardly have time for anything. even for our bs ! trying hard to revive it now. but this wk and next wk both apple and me are not free. and we have to push to the nxt nxt week. which is very long. cuz its impossible for us to shoot on wkdays. we will be drop dead tired.

hardly meet up with anyone. sad case. the thing i hate about graduating is that everyone drift apart. no one actually ask me to go out to catch up w them etc. blabalbla. as usual, im the one asking. :(

anyway, the woman i hate in the office is gone. but i dont really like my boss. ~.~ i dont think im gonna stay here for long term. he's too calculative towards everything.. shall not mention too much here.

but im worried about 3dmax skills which i supposed i have long forgotten. *cries* that day i used sketchup to show my colleague something and i took some time to familarize it. #_#

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Meet up with fion after sooooooooo long. its always nice to catch up with a friend after work and update about each other life over a dinner. :) we both have same problems, hair fall problem. LMAO. i intro her to use the Zhui Feng shampoo. haha. i think i need a hair cut, been more then 6mths since i last cut, and its not growing? fml.

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Some catching up with Yee at fatboy's. as usual, im the chatty one because i have many things to rant. yee can you talk more next time ? LOL. sometimes i feel like she's irritated by me because im being too talkative. :/ i am trying to find topic okay? LOL

not very nice pic, but ima post it since its the only ok-ok one. LOL.

Nice yee walk me to near my office before she head back to her own office. hehe. & thanks for helping me get the charles n keith sandals ! sry if im too lor sor.

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impromptu meetup with irvan and fion. its wierd he suddenly ask me if i wanna go out during national day holiday. LOL. he nvr once asked me before. and fion say he is only in sg for 1 day so he ask if we wanna go out. i think it will be abit bad to reject, so we went. HAHA. watch Captain America. Dont really fancy movies like this !! as usual. but i spend $1o or $11 on it, fml. bought nothing....... fion bought a pair of platform heels at $50 and it broke after a day she wore it ! lmao, so wasted. money hard to earn !! yes, i understand that. and ever since i start working i asked myself to save $500 a mth. hope its not too late to start having some savings! didnt get to buy my gong cha, and we went home after the movie.

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my fave pic ♥

meet up w twinnies last week. i specially took a day off to go out w her !! okay, im full of sincerity. because it is always super hard for us to meet each other which idk why, our timing forever buey gam. -.- Thank god she join twitter and have whatsapp few mths ago so we were able to at least keep in touch thru social network! its so nice to catch up with her cause ive so much to rant. and only she can understand what im trying to say and how i really feel. and there are alot of things which i only can tell her because of the way we think are similar. and that we always can hiao tgt while camwhoring, unlike any other. and i hardly have anyone to confide in :(

suggested ippudo ramen since xiaxue and many other ppl rave about it ! indeed it was nice !

we both think we look quite alike in our pictures ! our parting, hair colour etc. omg, i think our eyebrow look similar too ? LOL. but twinnies mention that i liquify my face smaller ! i actually didnt !! i only liquify my chin and enlarge our eyes. those pictures taken w her all pretty nice, so i didnt liquify much ! :D and yes, we both always got mistaken as ahlian etc. okay, its not the century for ahlian anymore and we are not. haha. and yes we both are qia zha bor w attitude prob, but we only rant in twitter, which is so nice already pls. LOL.

anyway, we watch the stupidest and most retarded movie of the year, Womb. spoiler alert. basically the girl and the guy love each other, guy dies in accident, girl took guy's dna tissue or whatever and got pregnant = giving birth to the man she loves. the 'son' grew up, and they F each other. End of story. OKAY, whatthehell. retarded right. the movie was damn silent and they talk and always pause alot in between their sentences and when the movie end there wasnt even any music. its completely silent. the cinema was 1/5 filled. and when we enter the cinema, some couple was sitting at our seats and we were standing there, and another fuckup woman kp us and tell us to sit down. Hello wth, this kind of movie not even worth your attention. -.- twinnies was playing games w her phone, and i fall aslp. the movie can last for 2 hrs. FOL.

Anyway, she finally handed me my belated pressies. ahaha thanks. really hope we can still catch up as usual and that we can go bkk tgt ! you know how i feel when my bkk plan was cancelled. :(

Intro her to 4fingers bonchon chicken and she like it alot! :D while eating we were chatting And its so hard for us to accept how our friend have changed. sigh, and we do not understand the reason, that's the worst thing. shall not mention it anymore. In this reality world, its hard for me to know who to trust and who not to trust. we will never know who's backstabbing behind us etc. on happier note, we have common topic to gossip about. haha, the AA person. she is rly an attention seeker with all the pics and status.

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I haven been meeting Agnes !!! arrgg ~ and April ! i always feel that when i go out with different ppl there is always a type of feeling that i share w the person, which is different from other people. and the things i talk about to each other are also different. kay, not sure how people can understand this. haha.

Hais....... i want a holiday badly. the one that i have been talking about w apple since april/may has been cancelled. because i dont want to join her company w the tour that her company was going to sponsor. :((( really very sad when she tell me that. well, i dont want to join her company because i dont think i can fully enjoy with people im not familar with, and what's a holiday when i cant enjoy right?

Life goes on for us even though we all live apart.

peace & love.

Prevview Campaign - Voting time !

2011-07-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

Remember the last post i post about the Prevview Visume wars ?

So.. its time to vote for the contestants of the Visume war at Prevview campaign !

Vote for your favourite contestant here :

http://www.prevview.com/visumewars/index.php/user

i've already cast my vote ! cast yours before it ends !

revived.

2011-07-07T23:21:00.014+08:00

i want to revive my blog, but i seriously dont know where to start man ! my last proper update was about 1 month ago. i never even post all the pics of my grad show !

okay. i'll post event by event. (copy hargao, hahaha)

KL trip during April.

it was few days away from submission day for fyp !! and i still went wtf, ima pro !

my uncle's brother's wedding. it was a totally sponsored trip by my uncle's brother's wife. LOL i dunno them, im sorry. haha, my uncle's bro look like the guy printed on our dollar notes. HAHAHAA. SERIOUS.

These oreo stars are nicer then the original oreo leh !

my sis and me with minimal make up early in the morning !!

random dog on the street.

HAHA.

My uncle take my camera and snap snap snap. any, all the people in this bus are my relatives, but i dunno them except for my uncle and his family. LOL. & his bro & wife sponsored all the people in this bus (almost like a village wtf) accomodation, meals for 2 day 1 night, bus service, salon service ! wtf right.

1st stop was bak kut teh. they say very famous, i thought very nice.

Got both dry and soup one. but cannot fight with the one yee brought me to at johor ! ahhh. i missed that one !

can you see that ? they have GOAT KUT TEH. HAHAHAHAH.

1 of the salon they booked is monsoon leh ! *_* i didnt do my hair because i was scared of them ruining my hair. you know how important hair is to a face. LOL. and lucky i didnt do. cuz my mom and sis went to the other salon cuz monsoon was full. the other not famous one. and everyone came out with same hair style- curls. -.- my sis's curl become damn auntie. lucky after that it loosen. LOL.

hotel entrance.

super empty lobby. LOL

i found F21 top at what F.O.S factory outlet store ah?

omg seriously.. but i tihnk its fake ?

See her curls... i look younger right ? LOL. *self hypnotise*

my laopeh got du sheng feng hair.

saw bryoketh? Lawrence wong ? on msia tv ! lol.

room was not bad and pretty comfy ! ordered room service at night. Creme brulee. ex and small portion ! about sgd 10, but they say serves 2. cheat my feeling.

same magician tricks.though i cannot understand why... LOL.

the live band is effing niceeee ! love the songs they sing and the girl's singing. damn nice la. see wonder how much issit they hire magician and live band to entertain everyone omg.

continue next time.

nafa ID dept

2011-07-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Group photos of the whole of ID department ! wont get to see almost all of them already. sad and happy at the same time. LOL.

Advertorial - Prevview.com

2011-07-06T00:37:00.006+08:00

What is Prevview.com ?

Founded by Ryan Wong, It is Asia's first Interactive Video Job Portal !

From the moment you graduated, you will be busy finding jobs, preparing resumé , cover letter, and portfolio. Isn't this the normal routine when it comes to finding a job ?

But now, there's a thing call Visumé ! Its a new trend of recruitment !

"what's that?!!"

Visumé is a video resumé ! It is an interactive manner that breaks the barrier between employers and workers. The portal allows job seekers to create a professional platforms in a more expressive manner on video, and allow their talent to get spotted by dream employers from local and abroad.

Here's one of the featured visumé that i've checked out.

So...

Hear Ye! Hear Ye! The Visumé Wars Have Begun!

Prevview.com has declared an official Visumé War in Singapore. We call upon everyone from the age of 18-35* to step into the professional battle field, in a quest to differentiate yourselves – it’s talent vs talent, Visumé vs Visumé!

Here are some of the steps to creating your own Visumé:

Simply create a 90 seconds long video under file size 300mb. and upload it at www.prevview.com/visumewars. There will be a brief application form to fill out online.

Entries must be in English.

What to include in your video?

1- Show and tell why you make a great employee, you may also ask your references to appear on your video !

2- Creativity is the key. You can sing, dance, rap, produce movie, or even sell a brick, Anything that represents you.

What NOT to include in your video?

Phone number, contact details, website, facebook, twitter, or any other social media platforms. (you dont want sabotage phone calls or msges on your fb wall right?!)

Do note that entries will be rejected if its more then 90s long!

& that's about it for the rules !

Not just that..... there are of course, REWARDS !

50 prizes to be won !

There would be 2 categories.

In Category A - you will be judged by participating partners from prevview.com and get to win your dream job !

In Category B - you will win a prize based on people's choice ! Which is based on the sum of 'likes' and 'unique views' at the end of the competition !

$10,000 worth of prizes to be won !!! think ipad2, Samsung tab, Canon digital IXUS 220 HS, GV vouchers, dining vouchers etc ! *screams in excitement*

The best part is you stand a chance to win your dream job ! isnt it what most of us every wanted !

i voted for this contestant because his video is damn creative !!! LOL, he even create a few scenes and changed a few outfits ! I think he rly put in alot of effort for that 90s ! Check out his video !

http://www.prevview.com/visumewars/index.php/user/profile/eqSfV0lVH9

Before you go, checked out this ah beng finance guru's visume ! HAHA !!

So, answer the declaration for war now - Prevview is providing you the weapon and you just have to bring it!

TIME

2011-06-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

Sigh !

wanted to update blog but after doing some bs stuffs + update bs blog + surf net abit, watch show abit here n there, its 12am alrd.

sleep ard 1-2am every night because of full time job from 10-7 !! no time to surf net, watch show, funshion, catch up with people, catch up with blogs i read, tumblr, blog, facebook, shopping, everything ! cuz wake up - work - go home- eat- sleep become my daily routine ! (- 3 -)

Till then. (when i have the time TT_TT)

Crazy things we do in school

2011-06-01T01:39:00.003+08:00

all pics taken from hargao's blog. hahahah.

we r so retarded. HAHAAHAH. AND LOOK AT MY 'DESIGNER BAG' aka EYEBAG wtf.

see we so bo liao. do work halfway apply lipgloss and pose w it. HAHAHAHA.

I ISH HOT CHICK. HAHAHAHAHA

my hand look so kiddy.

starting work tomorrow !!!

wonder what its gonna be like.

1 thing i know for sure.... awkard moments.

no friends.

bahhhhhh... eating alone.

boring.

byebye.

urm..

2011-05-25T02:27:00.005+08:00

i know right ?

no time to blog at all.

Hello vanessa if you are reading this, idk how u do it. i always see updates on ur blog but u always tell me you damn busy. LOL.

Grad show was on 20 may till 25may. tomorrow tearing down our work.

& i have been busy finding jobs, like ALREADY.. everyone is shock that apple and me are finding jobs so soon, while most of them are relazing, planning for holidays etc...

well... too bad, i dont have the luxury like others who get to enjoy.. and its time i depend on my own. even our bkk plan was postponed till god-knows-when. because we want to earn money asap to go oversea.. nvr use parents money lor pls. Although i dont mind getting sponsored by them, my mom now so on, nvr object me at all when i say i wanna go oversea. LOL. in fact my family just came bck from China ytd. gawd... i had 6-home-alone-days ! its very bored whenever you reach home. the house is empty. so i resort to using retail therapy. LOL.................. i finished all the money my mom left for me when they went oversea. haha.

before i even forget. i finally went USS ! wahahaha. like finally.... and omg. i actually told myself i am not gonna ride on those roller coaster at all. i mean the red and blue which are like the biggest ride in uss. but i just had a sudden rush and went like .. hmm just try lo, looks quite ok. LOL. but wth.. my legs damn jelly when climbing up the Q. and after the ride (of course include endless screaming), my hands went numb wtf. first time i ride roller coaster till numb ? and then we took a 2nd ride ! LOL.... but had no courage to go for the blue one cause its 360deg. i sure die of heart attack. the pictures come out rly funny. my head keep missing, cuz i keep bend my head down. HAHAAHAH.

some pics at grad show.

all these are try no buy. ahhhhhhhhhhhaaa im poor ma... but they r so nice pleaseeee, all from topshop.

wooooooo. love my new bag to the core !!! sunny yellow banana bag ! hahaha. seriously, this is one of the rare times when i buy an item without consideration !

i like the top and the skirtttt !!! the color of the skirt is so niceee lar. & btw thats my new phone cover from fleaa !

i like the top and the skirttt alsoooo !

new wallet from flea also !

ok. mini spam on my act chio pictures. WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. all girls are vain.. everyone secretly think they look very chio while they envy the looks of other people. hahahahaha.

no ps cuz im lazyyy ~

aw, i look like im gonna cryyyy HAHA

i tihnk i will seperate events by post and blog next time !

i still wanna share the loots that i bought ~~~

Pirates of the carribean. On stranger tides

2011-05-08T19:52:00.003+08:00

Aye aye captain !!

pirates of the carribean is finally here again !

i just joined the contest from the All Aboard SG fb page here: http://facebook.com/AllAboardSG

simply answer a simple question : Who wrote the novel 'On stranger tides' ?

and you and i can both stand a chance to win 10 gala premiere movie ticketttts !!!

on top of that... there are games in the page as well !

include Skull creator, Pirate yourself, and Battle Galleons.

here's how the Skull creator look like !

The battle galleons.

plan your moves and attack your enemies !

& i won !! :D

Catch the trailer here:

Catch Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides movie starting from 19^th May 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!

Holika Holika !

2011-04-06T00:01:00.007+08:00

omg *screammmms*, for the holika holika CF !!

Going crazy over Holika Holika that i cant help but blog about it. it is already opened at wisma ! A new cosmetic brand endorsed by CN BLUE !!! cant wait to visit that shopppp ! i just went ebay and look at their itemsssss omg. i totally vanttt them ! They are super cheap at ebay. I tried to convert the cost from the official web also very cheap ! but the price confirm different in sg due to shipping !

anyway, this is the web http://mall.holikaholika.co.kr/

cant understand a single shit inside. LOL.

their retail shop in Korea !!!! it is so magical ! yes, their theme is magical kind of theme. and i like that they use purple as their main theme ! it does feels abit like Anna sui/ majorlica though.

omg. wonder if the wisma one will be similar to this ?

i shall share some of my favourite items !!!

first up, the magic pole mascara !! Cute or what !!

Dont know what's this ? look like blusher but there's blue shade?

hehe but is so cute, look like top of a mushroom. lol.

BB cream that has cheek lip stain in cream form on the cover !!

when i saw this, was wondering what it is. looks like magic potion ! its actually eyeliner + eyeshadowwww ! woooot.

never ever seen this before. foundation with a roller instead of the normal brush/ sponge. interestingggg !

yes !! am a sucker for cute packagingggg !

another cute packaging !!! Aqua petit jelly. actually its bbcream !!

they give u spoon to scoop out the 'jelly' eh, wonder how to apply on face. lol.

i think this is blusher ? likeee !

i wish i can has all the productsss !!! muaahahah I AM SO GOING TO BUY !!

♥♥♥ ! CN BLUE new album is also already outtt ! Yay !

loots of the day !

2011-04-03T00:40:00.005+08:00

Some of the loots i bought today !

was into the 'buying mood'

from left clock wise: Hada Labo AHA + BHA exfoliating face wash, biore makeup removal wipes, Hadanomy collagen mist, comes with free collagen mask at the bottom, and biore nose pore pack !

Haven tried the Hada labo face wash yet, hopefully its good ! anyway, i really like this item:

went for a Sana skin test last time, and they intro this product ! i didnt buy it cause i was using hada labo hydrating lotion. but was tempted to buy when i saw it just now ! its not available at watsons though. So .. its actually a collagen mist whereby you can spray it on your face before makeup, after makeup, after bathing, after washing your face ! 1000mg of collagen inside. it is top seller in BHG. when the skin test person intro apple and me last time, it was also rank no. 1 in japan. hada labo rank no. 3 ! $22.90, come with free mask ! i should have bought it last time when there's 20% discount !!! LOL.

i already spray it a couple of times when i reached home just now. HAHAHA, feels damn shiok. time to do some skincare since im turning 21 omfggggg, to be exact.. in 17 days. omg why so fast?! :(

my nail polish junkkks !

and my latest opi bottle ! last friday night. loveeee the shimmery blue ~

painted gradient. over a pearl color, which i saw on youtube ! the color is not very nice on naked nails cause it cant really show, unless with many layers.

so preetayyyeee. even more shimmerrry in real life ! makes me feel like getting teenage dream. omg.

Till then !

im a makeup junkie !

2011-04-02T03:13:00.005+08:00

yessss i said that for the million time !

i think im gonna start blogging bout the stuffs i have/ use to share !

ok, hardly anyone enters this space, but its okay.

i just feel like sharing / want to share all the makeups i use !! i actually took pictures for some of it but haven really got the chance to post up. hahahha.

kk, i will start doing it !!

i want to share about my latest OPI buys !

black shatter + last friday night from katy perry series. WOOOOO !

i always see those beauty blogs and youtube videos and im tempted to buy those items !! currently reading http://thingshollyhearts.blogspot.com/ oooh she's so prettaye and she is asian !

anyway, collection 6 already out !!

http://december-flight.livejournal.com

& blog for decemberflight !

going to red dot museum tomorrow, dammit ! love field trips, but not on a saturday !

Till then !

colors trend 2011

2011-03-21T02:16:00.005+08:00

im already seeing alot of beeswax, silver peony, russet and honeysuckle in town !

i just realize they are almost like the colors on my blog here, LOL

from Gucci !! love the third one from the left and the far right most !!

look ! 2011 is all about bright bold beautiful colors !!! i love it so much, though most of my clothes are black, lol. i like how they combine 2 very different colors together : red x purple, blue x orange, yellow x blue, etc !!!!

cant wait for collection 6, we already know what we want!

hope we can find similar items !! ((((:

pics from my ixus 2

2011-03-20T02:58:00.000+08:00

ton at mcd last friday. not much work produced, beri sad, lol. looking at her archives instead. and the 'orlang sit helicopter pro memory' thing is effing funny to the max. LOL !!!

*salivatesssss*

melting cheeeseeeee, mcgriddles... omgggg !! very nice effect right ! LOL

from http://acidicsoda.wordpress.com , support !

love this ichigo milk candy maxxxx, thanks hargao ! ask her help me buy she say no nid return her money !!! I owe you 1 gong cha !

yeap, trying to fully utilized my camera, havent got a chance yet, so all the random lame shots, lol.

the sunglasses looked so 3d.

all my masks and random skincare item from TSS ! yes, this much!!

skincare area. haahah.

this hada labo. dont know should say good or bad? because i use so long still got so much ! LOL, i shall try their cleanser ~

the lense gotten for the challenge.

i think the color very nice and much more natural than freshkon !

on a random wednesday last week, i randomly decide to go buy gongcha after school, 8pm. and i randomly decide to go shopping alone ! i think i was feeling kinda sian + emo + stress. so i bought 2 good servings of gongcha for myself. crazy much. i was carrying laptop somemore. imagine how i drink ?? LOL. went wandering all around PS and bought quite a few items.

daiso buys. i like the bento curry so much ! and the orange candy, got icy feel one haha.

sunscreen from Tss FOC, new nail colors, apparently on the 2011 color trend palette ! LOL. and my new Kate eyebrow color.

i knowww !! very short !! im growing now okayyy haahah.

camwhore shots using poster mode !

i think i over-ps this one.... hahaha.

freshlook Eye for beauty challenge

2011-03-18T02:19:00.005+08:00

our picture is out. hahahah, walao, not nice.

so i photoshopped myself. LOL. sorry, not i dont want to photoshop her eyebag away, but when i do it, her face look damn wierd. so i decided not to touch her face. i nvr edit the color and lighting, but it looks diff from the first one! and my face without makeup, white and pale omg. like corpse !

& another thing is, cant really see our eye makeup through the pic ! in real life apple's mkup super tokkong. LOL, and mine alsooo. zz. some ppl still put fake eyelash and lipgloss, whereby we are not provided and they nvr say can bring your own there! not fair lor ~~

ok, just wait for the results to be out. hope can win ? hahaahh.

pls vote for us here !!! :

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150122771864788&set=a.10150122771254788.292182.135835609787&theater

like the freshlook fb page and then like our pic okay?? 1st prize can go paris leh ! ok, though i think its veryyy low chance already. but pls vote ! :)

our fifth

2011-03-17T04:18:00.002+08:00

Boy, am i proud. LOL

shopshop, chopchop.

http://december-flight.livejournal.com/4860.html

pics from my canon ixus 220

2011-03-14T01:53:00.004+08:00

dinner at this restaurant at geylang.

All pics below taken with the miniature effect ! i like :)

they use the leftover bones of the peking duck, and fry into 1 dish.

winter melon soup.

only ate a small piece of this, it looks SO FATTY !

peking duck !

claypot spicy eggplant, suuuper nice !

ikea. TWG tea. sheesha. magic. makeup

2011-03-13T03:03:00.019+08:00

I tweeted about the magic thing. and everyone thinks im in love w the magician.

its KRAZYEEE ! im just fascinated with his magic ke yi ma? hahaha.

TWG TEA with Yee.

Went to redeem the freshlook lense and it requires us to go for consultation before we can redeem the lense. and they say my eyes are like inflamed at the superficial layer. They only give me 1 pair out of 3 pair. Initially they dont want to give me, but i tell them its for the challenge then they give me ! My eyes..... dont you go blind. So scary. i dont wear lense often unless i go out, no idea why this happen to me. but freshlook seems less dry than freshkon though, mayb i should buy freshlook.

We waited 1 hour and went back to get the beancurd tart we ordered ! it is so limited and hard to get. Then off to Ikea. went all the way there and bought nothing, except for the food there. abit lame. LOL. so we went to twg for some tai-tai session. LOL.

look at our tai-tai wannabe faces. HAHAH.

awww, i always look awkard when others help me take solo shots, LMAO.

my Happy birthday tea !

her magic moment tea !

super wide range of tea, so we anyhow choose, cause its impossible to ask them one by one what tea are they. LOL.

see our beancurd tart plastic bag, totally spoil the picture. LOL.

look at the crazy names of the teas !

i lurveee their teacups so much ! not to mention their Gold teapots !

the yummmmy scones ! $9

comes with tea jelly and whip cream ! the tea jelly is super nice.

here's the best part: scones not charged inside the receipt !!!! lmao, nice one.

Food at Ikea.

beancurrrrd tart !

i want this in my room please. :O

im wearing the topshop inspired nude scallop tank !

ok, crazy pics of us 'in bed' LOL.

ooooh, my legs. looking skinny.

the freshlook lense, nicee and comfortable !

im so into earthy, nudey and dusty pink tones now.

ahhaha, this is the pic apple wadsapp me. this top will be in our collection 5 ! :)

and this is the pic i wadsapp her. HAHAHHA !!!

LEOPARD PRINTS FTW. LOL, ok its this season trend,

ima buy it !

Sheesha night with twinny ♥.

we meet damn late. 9pm. i overslept ! damn hate it, wasted 1 hour of precious time. dinner at Nando's. we've got so much stuffs to catch up and gossip !

i made your legs look fatter. hehe.

Off to haji lane for sheesha after that. otw, i was talking to her about the stupid fat guy who provoke us in school. She laughed so badly. hahahaha !!! so we actually went Going OM cafe, i only find out the name after that. haha. my first time trying out sheesha. i kinda dont like it at first, cause i didnt know how to 'smoke'. after that it was not bad, but i dont like grapppe.

& yea, the fun part here was this magician Danny koh was there and approached different tables to perform magic ! (yes, im going to type details out once again, bwahaha) he is actually paid to go Cafe OM every fri from 8-11pm !

1st magic: he tells us to separate the cards into 2 piles, red and black respectively according to our own intuition. i did half, and he ask vanessa to shuffle and do the other half.

and when we open, it was ALL CORRECT !

2nd magic, asked vanessa to take out a 20c coin and draw random things on the coin. he ask her to stretch out her hand, and he just did those give-himself-energy-kind-of-action and push the coin out of his hand. and WTF, the coin is bent ! damn insane !!

3rd magic: he ask me to think of a color and ask vanessa to think of a card. he ask me to use his phone and sms his friend to guess what we are guessing, he didnt even touch his phone at all, i even unlock his phone w the password he gimme. and WTF, CORRECT AGAIN !!

Then we request for extra magic. LOL !!!!! so he do the rubber band twist thing. and 1 rubber band went through the other rubber band. wtf, he did twice and i saw it w my eyes, it really just went through ?!??!

Then he did a star out of the ordinary rubber band, and ask me to make a wish and wtf, the rubberband become shape of a star !!!! Then he took out his namecard out of his wallet, and his wallet was on fire for 2 secs !!! its very jaw dropping. LOL.

I think he add all the people he perform magic to on fb. haha, and we r on his fb ! photo captioned " these ppl from japan??" HHAHAHA. do we look jappp ? xD

the photo damn ugly lar. cuz of flashlight from his phone. i tried my best to ps but fail. LOL, i looked evil! another non flashlight vers in Ssa's phone! and he actually chatted w me in fb. ok, random chat ppl, dont think too much. he just ask if we will be gg there on sat cause its Cafe OM's anniversary. ooh, but i knows he stays in the west. he ownself tell me one leh. HAHA.

more pics w twinnies, send me soon ! :D

After that, ssa and i chatted all the way till 2am. it was so nice to spill out what have been bottling up inside me for so long, and share our woes together. love u ! hope you liked the little gifts. (:

Eye For Beauty Challenge

we are given 10 mins to do our make up. but we have to use the same brushes and make up that other ppl use. ee.

i can has blue hair !!

boy, i look wierd. i had blue make up to complement the brown lenses i took, and apple got grey lense with grey makeup.

her turn.

haha, trying to show my eye makeup.

it's actually blue eyeshadow w blue eyeliner, looks so black here.

look at how much there is when i removed !

spotted at orchard. WTF? LOL.

we're given make up store membership card for free !

but its only 5% ? the person say 10% somemore zz.

After that went to meet my fam to buy my camera. and im not sure whats going on in my brain, i thought the IT show is at expo, and went all the way there. best part i walk till HAll 1. you can imagine how long the whole stretch of hall is from 1- 8 or 9 ?! Then mrt back to cityhall again. my mom alr bought the cam. LOL.

And they bought tickets for Adjustment bureau, so just watch. and haha. dont know how to appreciate, fall asleep.

my ixus babaye !

some pics from my cammy! no idea why i click Large, but blogger posts my pics this small.

mirror dirty. LOL.

color swap effect.

fisheye effect.

color swap.

the monochrome thing but picks out only 1 color effect?

toy camera effect.

xoxo.