my world super lifeless. just gotten results. sucks. going for vacation module. i think im the only girl whol fail tt subj lah. kns. why i got do still fail ? its so impossible. there is no right or wrong in art leh wth. btw ssa gg aus. apple gg move to simei/tm ! and class going to separate as well. everyone leaving me..... :( okay very exegerrate. ssa only gg for 1 wk. lols. haiya. tsk. super moodless. keep playing fb games only. so if i start the lesson. its 9-12 almost daily. shitass. 

walao fucking hate tt. hopefully can retk elective so that i don hv to retk rendering. zzz. im so alone. my dream was fucking true afterall.. i think my 6th sense getting stronger la. damn annoying. and i always picture a negative scenario of whatever tt is gg to happen to me after that. its very scary. zz.

i also want to start taking note of the food i eat. i am going to eat fruits tmr. wahahaha. and yoghurt. but cannot buy alot. i will tempted to finish all. wa. now abit hungry. but im just going to drink plain water.. 

mon gg sch w apple to register de stuffs. 9am. holy cow. shaun suggested it. i was thinking of 12pm one. but just in case no vacancy. awwww. knssss. rly hate it but i just have to keep mentioning how much i hate the schedule of the vacation module. all the scales. and perspective. i have to do it again. kns !! and sinaga delete us from fb. how can like tt. walao. 

but on happier note. i got A for alan's subj and B for research. if nt for this 2 subj my gpa could hv been lower. zzz. i wont deny tt i put in quite some effort for this 2 subj man ! de rez i guess... mostly last min la hur? well... you reap what you sow.. i cant really blame anyone. and alan say he gg to teach us again next sem. woooots. looking forward. LOL. But rewinding back to the actually time and date now. i still hv to go thru 1 mth of hardcore module. AARGHHHHHHHH. upset for the zillion- time. 

why i feel that im always the unlucky one. 

:((((

btw today i damn crazy. keep going to check on my hamsters aft awhile. lols. i cannot resist how cute they are. my fk sister don even care when they are hers and didnt even bother to clean the inside when the sawdust already become dull and black colour. walao. kns. always so enthu at the beginning and after that throw one side. zzz. and i took damn many crazy pics of them. hahaha. i think u'al will sian diao. but rly v cute lehhh. :3

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last tue went to expo with apple cuz its last day. shared alot of food. otah. tomyum. sharkfin. mala tofu. and bought many pretz. its 5 for $3 leh. cheap dao lao sai. after that went T1. the uniqlo rly damn lame dunno why so many ppl Q for siao. sat and took pics. haha. and had frolick. wa damn shiok. frolickin' good.... :P

wed rot at home. gan pua sian. thu rot at home. zz. i kinda got messed up with this week's date. i keep thinking i went out with yui on tue actually is mon. i tot i went expo with apple on wed. actually is tue. zzz. so i rot at home for er 3 day eh? today my lao pa bring me to eat beach road tomyum. shiokululu famous tom yum. but hor. nt as nice as i ate last time liao. and the auntie so eager to collect money. si kiasu. 

i want to fly to thailand and eat real tomyum.... wa sian.... and last night got this tiger airway web randomly pop up and i saw tt from 3-5jun book tix to some countrys only $1 !!! but only for nov onward. but nt sure if its real anyway. haha. somemore that day the what mao xian wang on channel u intro thailand. walao they show the tom yum soup. i swear i was like woah... when i was watching the tv. alone. limpeh got wierd symptoms these few days. and he said that the chatuchak is like 80soccer fields big with over 1500 stalls. walao.. i think ive nvr been to there even though ive been to thailand. i think tt time my dad n mom went there... while my sis and i were in the hotel sleeping... ... T_T gan sian. but tt time i am only pri 5. i dont think i know nuts about shopping anyway. i damn suaku one know. i dunno pri 5 or 6 den know how to go internet leh. unlike kids nowadays. tsk tsk. i am slowly leaving the teens generation. its kinda sad.. and always read ppl blog say gg to thai thai thai. made me very pek chek !!!! why ppl's fam plan to go here and there. but not mine ! :( life had never been so sucky before. i dare not imagine myself in the upcoming future. will i be studying ? or will i jus give up and work for the rest of my life getting a 1k plus pay ? or will i be even too broke to study? and i become a beggar? or i have to starve? waseh can slim down very good. 

waseh. limpeh rant so much today. i dont think u read all right ? wahahahhaha. lazy to post pic la. how i wish posting pic can be an easier job. then i will be very willingly upload many pichas. but can read my twitter. haha  i will also post some pics from there too. and i guess i wont hv time anymore... awwwww.... i cant believe i have to wake up at 7 in the upcoming dayssssss. :( 

God bless me. very very much. 

for everything for the better.