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Wednesday, January 5, 2011 2010 in a post
i shall make up the post i didnt do for the last day of 2010. lemme try to recall... shall start with feb : - cut my hair short by myself. kinda crazy how short it rly is when i look back now. actually it was alrd short since the end of 2009, hahaha. - celebrated apple's bday at marche. er..... cannot stand ma face.    March - got closer with these people. - i enjoyed exhibition classes so much. that's the only time all of us can gather tgt. - went to this IFFS furniture exhibition thing with classmates. - Saras MIA alrd, i sort of miss her !   my face is just cmi. -.-  April - my birthday ! - received presents from almost all the people in the poloraid above, + liuxingyu ! - nvr thought to received so much presents in my life, seriously (its considered alot to me), cause im not fortunate. - celebrated at marche again. haha.    May - went to a club (yes, only at the age of 20) - start gyming with apple at her hse. - farewell dinner with zy flying bck her country for holidays.  my proof of gyming. hahaha. chui face.   June - catch up with pl - celebrated yee's bday at watami. - grew my nails long for the first time ever. HAHAHA.   miss my long nails !!!  ps. i knw the picture not very nice. but doesnt rly matter since its the past !     July - school started. got into a class which i dont have a close friend with. :( - the tcher sucks as well. :( :( - i decided i dont want to be big. HAHAHA so i started diet. i guess its around this month. my diet was massive. wonder what struck me at that time. i restricted myself alot of food. and go on a 1 meal per day diet. my hard work was paid off ! lost bout 4kg at that time. - met up with agnes.   August - went clubbing again, this time with all the indos. - donated blood for the first time ! - had a drinking party at apple's, got so high and dizzy.  - celebrated yuemei's bday. her treat at fei cui ! or crystal jade? forget. - celebrated halloween on the last day on sep at apple's due to assessment during oct. - saw G.NA !       October : - kinda stop dieting around here i guess. lost about 6.5 kg till today. though i no longer eat 1 meal per day, but i try to opt for healthier stuffs, or sometimes eat lesser carbo such as rice. but i am stil very fat ! - visited fine dining restaurant for project. - the strangest thing happened on earth. apple + shaun being tgt. i think the whole school is shocked. hhahaha over exeggerated. actually im not sure which mth isit, hahaha.   November: - asessment ends, holiday begins. - went to malaysia with bbgs for bkt and loklok - chill at airport TCC till the morning just to relax and watch drama. - and as you are reading downwards, my hair got longer and longer. hahaha      December: - vacation modules starts. super sicked. zz - waking up at 8am 4 days every week. - went to a photography studio for pictures and setting up blogshop with apple. - countdown celebration at vivo. very lucky to get free tickets ! - won 4D for the first time, but it was only $10. HAHAHA. the winning number was actually from the tickets i got for the countdown celebration !     and this is me, now. unphotoshopped.  It seems a long way till now. i wonder how im going to celebrate my 21st. if im not in the mood i might not even be celebrating it, or if my mom dont let me book hotel ! i also dno who im gg to invite anyway. pehhh. i feel like ive always been the kind of person who tries my best to make the people around me laugh, though my attitude sucks, but i try not to or do not hurt the people around me by saying straight forward or cryptic comments. it rly feels very bad when you feel like you accidentally provoked someone, and you have to play all the guessing games to know whether youve done something wrong. dont understand y must friends hurt each other? its also a pity that my good friends of 8 years no longer contact each other due to guys. and its so hard to catch up with each other as we are on different pace of our individual life. but i always feel that im the only one initiating to go out or whatsoever. i thought by doing this we can still maintain our relationships. but sometimes im very sick of being always the first one. and it never worked anyway. sometimes i nag at my friends for doing things that i dont like is because my mom always tell me money is hard to earn. so i always tried to tell them not to buy unnessaary stuffs. but i forget they are using their own money, its their choice. nvr done any successful things in my life or things that can make my parents proud, not good at my studies and not very pretty or whatsoever. i just wanted a normal life that i can be worry free and stress free. i dont want surprises or heart pumping moments. i always keep things to myself because i dont want to hurt the people around me. i tell other people only when i feel that my heart is too heavy to take it. i need to share with a listening ear to make myself feel better. but i feel that ive lost someone like that. i gues i nid to start to be independent again. not so sure if there's still a thing call friends forever. you cant rely on they forever. some choose the newer ones over you while some choose the older ones over you. we cant please everyone. i know. so i guess i should start minding my own business. get my ass into fyp and starting blowing up my mind till i graduate and get a new life. i rly missed how we all used to hang out last time, we nvr disagree with each other about anything. ive always been so over sensitive and thinking too much about every little thing, sometimes i get insonmia cause of this useless thoughts, that i wish it would stop so i can just sleep and forget everything. and i should always remember, dont envy for the things that other have that you dont have. be satisfied as you are always more fortunate than the unfortunate ones. We've all grew and we've all change. what we can do is to accept the past, and move on. hoping for my 2011 to be a better year. Older Post / Back to Top / Newer post |
