Been a month since i last update and i have already lost the mood to blog constantly !

so hard to catch up with blogging ! i used to blog like every day? LOL. and even type in details of what happens in school. Lmao.

been working for almost 3 month alrd. cant exactly say time pass fast or slow. actually i think its quite slow. hoping it will fast forward to dec. then i can go to cruise !

i need all the time in the world. everyday work from 10-7. when i reached home, eat my dinner and watch tv show etc, rest abit, its already midnight. and i always try to sleep before 2. if i slp at 2 im like a zombie the next day. hardly have time for anything. even for our bs ! trying hard to revive it now. but this wk and next wk both apple and me are not free. and we have to push to the nxt nxt week. which is very long. cuz its impossible for us to shoot on wkdays. we will be drop dead tired.

hardly meet up with anyone. sad case. the thing i hate about graduating is that everyone drift apart. no one actually ask me to go out to catch up w them etc. blabalbla. as usual, im the one asking. :(

anyway, the woman i hate in the office is gone. but i dont really like my boss. ~.~ i dont think im gonna stay here for long term. he's too calculative towards everything.. shall not mention too much here.

but im worried about 3dmax skills which i supposed i have long forgotten. *cries* that day i used sketchup to show my colleague something and i took some time to familarize it. #_#

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Meet up with fion after sooooooooo long. its always nice to catch up with a friend after work and update about each other life over a dinner. :) we both have same problems, hair fall problem. LMAO. i intro her to use the Zhui Feng shampoo. haha. i think i need a hair cut, been more then 6mths since i last cut, and its not growing? fml.

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Some catching up with Yee at fatboy's. as usual, im the chatty one because i have many things to rant. yee can you talk more next time ? LOL. sometimes i feel like she's irritated by me because im being too talkative. :/ i am trying to find topic okay? LOL

not very nice pic, but ima post it since its the only ok-ok one. LOL.

Nice yee walk me to near my office before she head back to her own office. hehe. & thanks for helping me get the charles n keith sandals ! sry if im too lor sor.

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impromptu meetup with irvan and fion. its wierd he suddenly ask me if i wanna go out during national day holiday. LOL. he nvr once asked me before. and fion say he is only in sg for 1 day so he ask if we wanna go out. i think it will be abit bad to reject, so we went. HAHA. watch Captain America. Dont really fancy movies like this !! as usual. but i spend $1o or $11 on it, fml. bought nothing....... fion bought a pair of platform heels at $50 and it broke after a day she wore it ! lmao, so wasted. money hard to earn !! yes, i understand that. and ever since i start working i asked myself to save $500 a mth. hope its not too late to start having some savings! didnt get to buy my gong cha, and we went home after the movie.

meet up w twinnies last week. i specially took a day off to go out w her !! okay, im full of sincerity. because it is always super hard for us to meet each other which idk why, our timing forever buey gam. -.- Thank god she join twitter and have whatsapp few mths ago so we were able to at least keep in touch thru social network! its so nice to catch up with her cause ive so much to rant. and only she can understand what im trying to say and how i really feel. and there are alot of things which i only can tell her because of the way we think are similar. and that we always can hiao tgt while camwhoring, unlike any other. and i hardly have anyone to confide in :(

suggested ippudo ramen since xiaxue and many other ppl rave about it ! indeed it was nice !

we both think we look quite alike in our pictures ! our parting, hair colour etc. omg, i think our eyebrow look similar too ? LOL. but twinnies mention that i liquify my face smaller ! i actually didnt !! i only liquify my chin and enlarge our eyes. those pictures taken w her all pretty nice, so i didnt liquify much ! :D and yes, we both always got mistaken as ahlian etc. okay, its not the century for ahlian anymore and we are not. haha. and yes we both are qia zha bor w attitude prob, but we only rant in twitter, which is so nice already pls. LOL.

anyway, we watch the stupidest and most retarded movie of the year, Womb. spoiler alert. basically the girl and the guy love each other, guy dies in accident, girl took guy's dna tissue or whatever and got pregnant = giving birth to the man she loves. the 'son' grew up, and they F each other. End of story. OKAY, whatthehell. retarded right. the movie was damn silent and they talk and always pause alot in between their sentences and when the movie end there wasnt even any music. its completely silent. the cinema was 1/5 filled. and when we enter the cinema, some couple was sitting at our seats and we were standing there, and another fuckup woman kp us and tell us to sit down. Hello wth, this kind of movie not even worth your attention. -.- twinnies was playing games w her phone, and i fall aslp. the movie can last for 2 hrs. FOL.

Anyway, she finally handed me my belated pressies. ahaha thanks. really hope we can still catch up as usual and that we can go bkk tgt ! you know how i feel when my bkk plan was cancelled. :(

Intro her to 4fingers bonchon chicken and she like it alot! :D while eating we were chatting And its so hard for us to accept how our friend have changed. sigh, and we do not understand the reason, that's the worst thing. shall not mention it anymore. In this reality world, its hard for me to know who to trust and who not to trust. we will never know who's backstabbing behind us etc. on happier note, we have common topic to gossip about. haha, the AA person. she is rly an attention seeker with all the pics and status.

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I haven been meeting Agnes !!! arrgg ~ and April ! i always feel that when i go out with different ppl there is always a type of feeling that i share w the person, which is different from other people. and the things i talk about to each other are also different. kay, not sure how people can understand this. haha.

Hais....... i want a holiday badly. the one that i have been talking about w apple since april/may has been cancelled. because i dont want to join her company w the tour that her company was going to sponsor. :((( really very sad when she tell me that. well, i dont want to join her company because i dont think i can fully enjoy with people im not familar with, and what's a holiday when i cant enjoy right?

Life goes on for us even though we all live apart.

peace & love.

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