As usual i do not have crazy wild parties or whatsoever gathering when it comes to any festive season.

This year, had xmas gift exchange with my bbgs over dinner at chong qing grill fish! our favourite~ got them the vinyl wall stickers, some masks and choc/tea because i run out of idea of what to buy. haha. glad they like it! & as usual i complain bout my work stuff.

Then it was the company chalet hahaha, went since i do not have program, plus its a compulsory. but it was stupid. initially plan to stay over since i dont want to spend money on cab fares. then im thinking.. it would be inconvenient to sleep w guys, bath bcuz no hair dryer, shampoo etc etc. so im actually planning to share cab home w jing. but still, bring my clothes w me just in case. yea funny thing is i pack my clothes and all but did not bring shampoo and body bath. LOL.

And oh, most shops were closed on that day, yet we still have to work. buey tahan. worse thing is duty person even have to stay till 8. seriously, you think who will walk into a interior company on xmas eve to talk about renovation ? -.- & since we all wait for san to finish his duty, we stayed in office till 9!! they were all playing dota. and i was watching RM. LOL. damn bored, totally want to fall asleep already. Then we started watching some thai horror movie because they want to wait for eddie to come. Eddie was super late, end up we all head to pasir ris ourselves by Edgar's car. haha his car was quite small, but we squeeze 7 ppl inside. HAHAHHA! its actually illegal! LOL. ice sat on san's lap, super awkard image. LOL. and im the only local there, but i dont know how to go pasir ris. HAHAHAH! yes, that's why i dont have plans on getting license.

Finally reach there. i did not really eat much!! not worth it to pay. only had 2 stingrays, 2 wings and a cup of corn. and im not even hungry for the whole night till sun. janice keep trying to make the atmosphere high, but no one was really high. this malay fam beside us is really unfriendly, we were sitting at the so called bench area and she kp us and say her food is there and our bums are all facing her food. wtf. we are not even violating her space and she say we use her space. spoil mood. xmas eve still want to like that. then we ignore. turn out we become friend friend with the group nxt nxt to us. haha cuz they were dancing and blasting music. then we all count down tgt. one of the malay keep dancing slutty. and they keep trying to pull everyone in. then ice started shuffling. hahaha. i just stand there and see.. cuz its so awkard to dance.. LOL. then they treat all of us some tequila shots, wakao, super strong. i didnt drink it. Then started gambling! wahahaha. won a few dollars from my boss, not bad ah. hahaha.

The gift exchange was totally funny. san tell us to help him buy number lock since it's useful for most of them. then when everyone touch that they know its number lock! everyone laugh like shit. but the person who got it was jennifer's daughter. and he feeling so paiseh about it he exchange with her and got his own number lock back! hahaha he actually got my boss's gift, and its wine! LOL. too nice. i got myself towel set from jenny! not badddd, and edison got my gift, which is also the vinyl wall sticker.. not sure if he will use it. hahaha. Rayz was not present and i help him to pick his prize. got him white wine from edison! he's gonna love it. LOL.

They keep daring spenser to dance im sexy and i know it with his spongebob boxer. and he say if they take out he really dare to dance. but when san take out he dont dare to even put it on!! haha stupid still talk so much. Then my boss dare him and say if u dance i also dance. so he start his wiggle wiggle wiggle (lmao!) and my boss also really dance. hAHAHAHAH. seriously joke, laugh until my mouth numb!

Initially wanted to watch midnight movie! but it was alrd 1+am.. so we didnt went. And that was when i already had no intention of going home since we are playing poker cards. loser drinks carlsberg. so bitter, i cannot stand it. i lose a few times! and then continue watching horror movie in the chalet w lights off. haha stupid the movie not scary one, and i kept dozing off. we went to the seaside after that ard 4+ ... suppppper windy and cold, and im alrd starting to feel sick at that moment! but the beach was totally spoiler. alot of algae seaweed. yuck. & hahaha i did not bath.. though i remove my makeup when we were about to sleep.. slept for 2 hours and wake up.. the first thing i did was to put on make up when i wake up. yes... dont know how i live the rest of my life with this super low self esteem. ha...ha...ha... maybe when i care less about my image... its damn torture when you care too much about how you look and how others think of you when they see you!

When my boss was leaving he keep ask me if im staying over..i say im not sure.. and he point at san and say ni si ding liao~.. then today san told me nic (my boss) ask him if he did stay over. he say yes and my boss say we have something going on. And today i receive a ridiculous msg frm spenser saying my secret caught by someone. i ask him what and he say someone say i pat tor w san, keep bugging me if its real. i ignored him and he assumed its real. Super irritating. haha, firstly they only di siao us trying to make it like he interested in me. now, things got worse, they all say we are together! LOL nice one.

Group pics. from left clockwise: Eddie (my shifu who is forever disturbing me and always di siao me), my boss, Alex, stupid spenser, san, edgar, ice, edmond, jenny, janice, jennifer (so many J lol), susan (ladyboss), myself and jingjing w eyes closed, so retook many times cause she keep closing her eyes! LOL.

and my boss insisting a twist on my head!

fail shots jing jing keep closing her eyes. i look retarded w my mouth open -.- Eddie was sick.. so he look totally chui.

some random stuffs about me (which i suddenly feel like writing down).

#1 i can never tell lies. because i feel fake when i do that!

#2 sometimes i speak really exeggerated and abit vulgar is not becuz im rude, its just me trying to make ppl around me laugh. lol.

#3 I am really noisy and gossipy when im around w close friends (who are gossipy as well), if not im really quiet becuz most of the time idk what to talk about!

#4 I do not know how to please people, i cant force myself to do it either, because again, i feel fake, if i force myself to do it.

#5 I think alot. excessively. to an uncontrollable extend, and i hate it. because it gives me fears if the thing i think of really happen, i keep asking myself how will i react.

#6 my hair gets oily if i did not bath for too long!! i hateeee it...... is there anyway to cure it? its totally disgusting. and makes me look like shit!

#7 i always look like shit when others take picture of me. i can only tk nice pics when i camwhore. haha. seriously... what logic.

#8 i cant smile w my teeth. look like shit!

ok.. thats all i can think of for now.