Every time during work, rayz and me would chat randomly. and i've come to realize many things he told me, which is true. sometimes, when u think another way, things would be different. i must say he has definitely teach me alot of things about life. (: we even talked about business stuffs. and i realize the root of the problem that lies in my prev bs. well, since i have given it up, and there's no turning back, i have learnt my lesson and i shall move on. Its really not easy to do partnership. everything needs to compromise. i guess its similar to a r/s. It is also absolutely hard to find someone who has similar thinkings with you. indeed true good friends are very hard to comeby. i cherish the closest people whom i still, at least make effort to contact after graduation because i do not hv much friends. esp twins! may the 9 yrs of friendship become 19, 29, 39 and so on! i knw not everyone have time for me, but pls dont lose contact w each other. no matter who you are :)

i have tried my best to let go and be more open minded and to be less calculative. but well.... i am still trying my best. but this is who i am. Be carefree, and i will be happier w my life! yes, i need to care lesser, bother lesser.

Even though rayz ask me about partnership stuffs, but well.. once bitten twice shy.. i guess its not the time yet. moreover me being superstitious, this year isnt a good year for the zodiac horse to invest in business. maybe i shall save up first?

Told yee bout my probs today, and also i spill out the stuffs thats bothering me to ssa. I cannot stand it, sigh. i need a listening ear in my life. im glad you guys hear me out as i rant. :) with all this quarrels etc, i wonder if 2012 would be a good year ahead. sighhhhh. sometimes i just wondered if i really think too much??

and i have decided. to work hard and save as much as i can while i am still young. earn my 1st $10k, etc. so that i dont need to depend on anyone.

awaiting my life-changing moment.. i shall work hard for it!